Due to a combination of my mental health problems, internet addiction and struggle to complete college work, I have made the decision to temporarily close this blog. I hope you can all understand why this had to happen, and that you all know how much you mean to me. 

+ I can still be found in several places, and would love to keep in touch:

• TWITTER
• FACEBOOK
• MY COSPLAY
• MY FANFICTION
• MY MSN: neoadele@hotmail.com
• MY E-MAIL: rohan.fox@hotmail.com
• If you live in the UK, feel free to ask for my mobile number by any of the means above :) 

+ Considering it would be a little redundant to follow me now, here is a list of amazing people you should follow instead. They’re all people who made my year on tumblr nothing less than perfection, and they’re all wonderful. 

+ I should (hopefully) be back in July, when my exams are over. So if you want to stick around until then, it will be much appreciated. If not I’ll probably hunt you down when I’m back anyway. 

+ Oh, and sorry if you sent me a message I didn’t reply to: I just haven’t had the time! But I appreciate every word so, so much. If you requested to be facebook friends, I didn’t ignore you because I don’t want to! Please, please do add me ^ :) 

+ Try not to miss me too much xoxo

A huge, huge thank you to all of my friends and followers. ♥

A (3 day early) Goodbye ): I’m uploading this now so I have chance to reblog it and people can see before I close this blog. 

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hannaholmes:

A Study in Sherlock: Sexuality, Self Insertion and Stupidity.

A little vlog in response to Adele’s post on asexuality and the Sherlock fandom which you can catch over here.

This is just my two pence really, as I state in the video, I was originally going to only write a response yet I found it much more apt to make a video one.

Oh and I apologise for the length of this! However, like I say in the video, I only hope that this resonates with someone else out there :)

(via birdnests)

LOL I JUST REMEMBERED

last year when we were doing a streetcar named desire

my teacher was like ‘why does blanche view mitch as a streecar?’

and my friend said

‘because she wants to ride him’

er this is going to be longish due to me copying and pasting but i’m looking up internet addiction online and er guys

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oops i just slept for 13 hours 

welp

also as this is my last day blogging i am suddenly hit with the realisation that i will not be online and i am currently rocking back and forth listening to phil collins on repeat and sort of scratching my arms without realising as a coping mechanism

internet addiction what internet addiction

lol remember when the internet was the one reason i didn’t kill myself for a good i don’t know NINE YEARS

i feel sick and i never feel anxious ugh this is not good it’s like my friend compared this to her smoking addiction and i was like good god the comparison is too similar to ignore help

oh i’m having somewhat of a panic attack this is exactly the reason i need to you know not go online but lol oh dear adele 

(via bannergasm)

i know this post sounds like a joke but it’s completely serious and it’s so pathetic but i’ve never really admitted it before but yeah

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adelewatson:

also this outfit is super cute and idec

when i am in the middle of an emotional breakdown the likes of which i have never known before and it is an ungodly hour of the night

why do i decide it’s a good idea to go on the facebook of my ex best friend; the girl who made me realise i was gay, who ruined my life, who said and did things to me that i physically cannot remember because my unconcious has decided i’m better off not knowing, and who pretended i was dead for two years after we stopped talking

because she has so much more of a life than i do even though she’s a total psychopath and now i’m removed from the picture there’s no rift in my old social group anymore and her fb wall is filled with my old friends telling her she’s a wonderful human being and they love her so much xoxoxo <333

yeah let’s all just forget about the time she burned her arms and said i caused her to do it lol txt it 

it is 1:04am and this might be the first time in over half a decade that i have been unable to sleep

i’ve been curled up with the lights off and a hot water bottle for two hours and it has been a glorious two hours of cosily warm inactivity

i also began to read the girl with the dragon tattoo and i am disappointed with the style of prose to say i enjoyed the content of the film and the characters so much but i rarely read crime novels or translations so i’ll give it a chance

here is an illustrative picture of my life for your time

ok i feel a bit better

my three friends from college decided we should go to the pub for lunch to cheer me up :)) i forgot how lovely people could be and we sat in the car and danced to shitty music and laughed at how posh i am and should never say the word ‘tune’ unless discussing a symphony

and my wig arrived 

i’m going to go and curl up in bed with a hot water bottle and be deliberately unproductive for a while and then do a little bit of work because i think one of my problems is i expect to do everything all at once but if i do it a bit at a time it’s not so overwhelming

yes half day wednesday is always a good thing :)

an update on the whole ‘telling my teacher what is going on’ thing: I AM OFFICIALLY A FAILURE. He was sort of nice but he keeps telling me not to resubmit my coursework (I’ve missed the deadline; my parents think I’ve done it though lolol so I’m going to do it for April I WILL DO IT I SWEAR) and is a bit ‘well if you don’t do your work why don’t you just… do it. Like lol if I had that capability, then I wouldn’t be in this problem? And he keeps coming over like ‘you done any more work?’ and i’m like lol no not really and i keep just putting my head on the desk and putting my hands over my ears because I CAN’T SEE YOU I CAN’T HEAR YOU IT’S NOT HAPPENING LALALA

remember when i used to think i was incompetent

i have reached new levels of being a fuck up

great

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